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chewed up boots

by messy is the bird

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1.
still 01:48
Still There was a time When I was yours And you were mine Memories just feel like fallin down But lookin up I see the sky And I still think about you when I cry Pick myself up Dust it off and turn it over Don’t know why you did what you done I just have to close the door And I still think about you when I cry Theres a lot of beautiful Things in the rearview Sometimes I take a look around I catch a little glimpse of you Then I turn back around Ain’t no use to find who’s right and who was wrong You said, “the only way is mine” Guess I just don’t belong And I only think about you when I cry Yeah I still think about you when I cry
2.
sometimes 03:04
I can’t forget Chicago Or our lives in San Antone Oh I don’t know how you left me here When I needed you the most I’ll always wonder why But I guess sometimes You just don’t get a kiss goodbye There ain’t enough whiskey To forget what I’ll never know So this time I’ll just put the bottle down And I’ll remember when you go And I’ll still wonder why But I guess sometimes You just don’t get a kiss goodbye Don’t know how I lived before you But I know I didn’t cry I still remember what you looked like A broken nose, and a busted eye You always said that you wanted to die Well I guess sometimes You just don’t get a kiss goodbye No I guess sometimes you just don’t get a kiss goodbye
3.
Texas 02:16
You can hope you can dream You can kick and scream But you can’t keep me from Texas You had me in my youth And you swallowed me But you can’t shadow me from Texas You got me in your hand Under lock and key But you can’t hold me from Texas You can hope you can dream You can kick and scream But you can’t keep me from Texas When I was young You drove me wild I’m gettin older and I ain’t no child from Texas I love Texas I miss Texas God bless Texas
4.
broken 03:27
I’m drivin’ Off to nowhere again I just want someone to talk to And I don’t mean a friend I’ve got one hand on the bottle The other hand’s on the wheel I’ve got both windows down and I’m drivin’ Just to see if it makes me feel It’s a long road And I’ve got you on my mind I just keep searching But all I find is this empty bottle And it’s sitting in your seat Chorus: Cause I’m broken And it don’t put me back together again Apologize to another friend I’m sorry I hurt you What did I do? I’ll probably do it again Oh its a cold night And this bed is just so big without you I don’t know what to do And I’m sick again I’m on the floor I just can’t take anymore Chorus
5.
If you didn’t want me comin round Then thats all you had to say If you didn’t want me comin round I coulda kept goin on my way You didn’t have to start Pickin up my pieces of my heart Chorus: Cause I was already down When you started comin round Oh and it feels so wrong Cause it never really happened But its gone Oh well I, I never knew what love was But I can tell you ‘bout a broken heart Oh it was never gonna work out You made that clear right from the start You didn’t have to Call me darlin, Babe cause I know You’re still 18 hundred miles from my home Chorus Baby you were everything I wanted And nothin that I need Everyone says I shoulda seen it comin But it was all news to me How was I to know That as soon as I started feelin you would go Chorus
6.
real dark 02:24
I miss every love I’ve ever lost And it sure feels lonely I know every love I’ve ever lost Well they sure don’t miss me at all They don’t miss me at all And I’m lookin’ for a cheap excuse Why they won’t talk to me But sometimes its gotta get real dark Before you can see Can’t get this taste out of my mouth It’s like blood and disappointment I’ll spend another night alone Cause I don’t know just why you went away Oh I drove you away And I’m lookin’ for a cheap excuse Why you won’t stay with me But sometimes its gotta get real dark Before you can see You took me over to the edge And you waited for the fall You took my little hand in yours And you didn’t hold on at all You never saw me at all And I’m lookin’ for a cheap excuse How I ever let you get to me But sometimes it’s gotta get real dark Before you can see
7.
Fresh clean outta cigarettes Can’t buy anymore Cause I ain’t been paid yet Tried to quit but it ain’t quittin time Oh I could try to stick around you But I know that you ain’t mine Didn’t work out with my old man Yeah he kept the trailer And I kept the band Well I still got these chewed up boots I’m gonna two step it off Cause I don’t know how to sing the blues I Might be dyin’ But I ain’t dead yet I got a long way to go Before I lay down my head I might be dumb But ain’t wastin’ no time Tryin to stick around you Cause I know that you ain’t mine Might be lost but I’m on my way Don’t know where I’m goin But I’ll get there someday Might be broke But I ain’t broke up And if you fall down I’m still gonna pick you up Yeah you might be a jerk But I’m still gonna pick you up
8.
You left me again I didn’t ask why You always said you wanted to die So this time I left too Cause I didn’t feel like waitin’ around Saw you I guess you didn’t see me Guess thats how its gotta be A little liquor and you forget you love me everytime Chorus: Sometimes I think I’ll be alone forever I keep my heart broke Cause It just fits better ‘N love just feels like Throwin’ rocks at the ground There was a time I’d hoped you’d marry me Yeah I guess I got off easily Cause I tucked and I rolled And my boots barely hit the ground Well you sure look cute when you’re kinda angry But you’re like a big mean bear And that kinda scares me And that right there is why I stopped comin’ around Chorus Sometimes I still think about you Guess you’re mad at me I ain’t mad at you I just hope I don’t see you The next time I come to town Well I’d really like that old sweater back And I’m sure glad we never got a cat And I wish you’d quit that bottle lest you drown Chorus
9.
yesterday 06:26
Road so long ahead There’s nothin’ but the fog And this ride just seems so lonely now That I don’t have you along But that’s movin’ on Guess I’m movin on Everything’s so mixed up Since you’ve been gone I don’t know what the reason is And I don’t know who was right And who was wrong But that’s movin’ on Chorus: But I, I’ll still find my way And maybe tomorrow It won’t hurt like it did yesterday No, no I’m ok Well I’ve been down most of the time But maybe there’s just something there I’m supposed to find Babe it’s hard to find Chorus

about

a lot of good can come out of a broken heart, and an old guitar.


Thanks to everyone who made this possible, especially my mom, who inspires and supports me everyday (and puts up with my late night recording), and my best friend in the whole world, Marguerite! To Kelly, for loving me through the ruts and whoops. Special thanks to Kelli, Scriocco, Tova, and all my friends for all the love and support, and for reminding me that the world doesn't end every time my heart stops.

Oh, and Chloe, thanks for being my sister.

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released March 25, 2015

music and lyrics by Caitlin Winn, except "Texas" which was written by Marguerite Cimino, music by Caitlin Winn.

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messy is the bird Penngrove, California

out of the ashes of a broken heart, love and the hurt

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